I'm Still Alive

Am gonna do an epic post soon, but I have been sooooooo Busy!!! Anywho, what with xmas shopping etc Havent quite got the time.
Will speak soon, probably tomorrow evening when in typical childish fashion, I will find it impossible to sleep :D :D
Laters Haters xxx

Emily Eva Gillard

19.4.1925-9.12.2008

I would like to dedicate this Blog to my beautiful great Grand mother Emily Gillard,
Although she is gone she is not forgotten, and never will be.

First I would like to share a poem that I wrote and read out at her funeral :


Angel - By Emily Bond

We were all very lucky
To have an angel in our life
In popsocks and slippers
A mother, Grandmother A wife

A person who gave unconditional love
And support through everything
A woman who touched our lives for the better
Has now gained her wings

It seems as though she was only on loan
And sure enough in due time
She was beckoned back to heaven
To watch over us from up high

Talking about you wont be enough
A poor second best
Because when your blessed by an angel
It leaves you speechless

We know your watching over us
And healing us while we cry
But although we are gonna miss you Nan
Angels never die

R.I.P Emily Eva Gillard
Gone But Never Forgotten.
I love you Forever

Lonely in Lincoln

SOOOOOOOOOOOO without going into much detail, I did something really stupid, and embarassing, with no effect AGAIN.
Thing is, I have never been brave and maybe it is because EVERYTIME I do it backfires on me. Seriously its no wonder I have no self esteem?
Anyway I cba to write anymore... Goodnight x

Waiting.....

In New York yesterday a bill for same sex marraige was refused on a 38-to-24 Vote.
One of the reasons for this was a ridiculous excuse, in my opinion. Senators against the proposition justified this by saying that New York was in a state of "economic anxiety and was uneasy at the re-defining of marraige."
Im Sorry What???
Same sex marraige has exactly what to do with the recession? It really bugs me that they use it as an excuse to get away with EVERYTHING.
I did work experience at "The Swindon Advertiser" and they let all wex people go to court with a reporter (tres exciting.... ) Anyway one of the trials was a blok-e who had been speeding. I can't remember exact figures, but it was quite over the speed limit, and the judge let him off because driving was his job, and he might not find another IN THE RECESSION. jokes. What if he had killed someone???
Its not an excuse for anything. You know, recession isnt making me wanna drive faster, and it isn't stopping men falling in love with each other ( or women for that matter!)

And as for re-difining marriage, why would they have to? Apart from to change the words wife to husband or husband to wife, surely being wed is about being and love and wishing to spend eternity together.
PLUS: I have never heard of Same sex marriages of convenience, or Green Card Same Sex Weddings!!
there maybe some, but i have never heard of them!!!!

So there will be no same-sex marriages in NY, at least until 2011 when the issue will be re-opened as they introduce a new Legislation.

So My life: the part you lot dont really care about :P
Well last night I went to the shed with my lovely girls who im going to be living with next year, Jenny, Emma and Hannah :D ooh and Ella came too <3.
Got a little...A lot Drunk.... :P
In fact I am still drunk now.... OOPS
Laters :D